creton was what i considered a good virtual friend to me, we used to have great fun dueling. we had a disagreement that was partly my fault and partly his, we exchanged some PMs and the matter was dropped. after a month or so i figured i was stupid for making the original issue matter to me, and that i would prefer to have creton as a friend than an enemy. I sent him a message of appology for our argument, with no reply possibly due to his leaving the game, possibly that he didnt care to make up with me. either way i got no response. then months later he popped into a thread and i saw he was still online so i took the chance to publicly appologise again, but a second time he failed to notice or simply didnt read the thread again.
my comments here regard the fact that as creton became more and more adept at dueling i noticed a distinct attitude change and then on the creation of his own squad and huge leap from friendly and modest to somewhat offensive in his own self confidence. it stopped being about flying for fun and became all about winning, being the best. this reminds me of Skyrock, as a numbers dude (031598) he was so much fun to play with, a joy to fly with or against. then through developing a high level of game skill the change to skyrock was almost overnight. either way i dont mind how a person behaves, it is a freedom we all have for ourselves and i still have fun with skyrock. maybe a rise in self confidence has this result on anyone, certainly i myself am just as guilty of such behaviour at times. i have spoken with skyrock about creton and i definitely see many similarities between the pair of them, and myself, and many others.
bah...i type too much today i must go and do some thing outside soon. either way, i was and still am sorry that i fell out with creton, and habour no ill will at all. I do however remain steadfast on my opinions of his gaming attitude, perhaps you were a closer friend to him and he did not feel the need to show you this side of his character, he definitely showed it to me. if i saw him today i would gladly appologise for a third time and greatly rejoice if it were possible to gain his acceptance of my appology.