This is degenerating beyond it's intent in the sense that its not important if it was "me" or if I was SA deficient etc. My title was an honest question. Why do each of us play? For me it has always been love of the fight. Probably because I had no real natural ability. Almost 2 decades later I'm still a mediocre stick on the opened scale. As a general rule I don't ever talk a lot of smack...I'm just not good enough to back it up for one thing. So my question on 200 was legitimate...nobody wanted to go 1 on 1 with an SBD? I get ganged all the time, no problem. I never hide behind what I chose to fly or taunt the other guy or put out garbage on 200 "you were scared" or "I'd have owned you". Most of the good sticks I run into simply eviscerate me and on more then one occasion I've gotten the comment back "I knew it was probably you and I'm not gonna mess around and get stupid with you" {or words to that effect}.
To be candid I found wmakers comments on 200 surprising and out of character based on my perception of him and my perception of how I'm viewed within the game. I've got (in my own mind) zero reputation as either a smack talker or a whiner (although we all have our moments in the sun). I'm certainly not in the "U've bn pwnd" faction or the "spitard, HO, runstang" one or any other subset I can think of. So to me this was just a chance for a good pilot (obviously I was 99% sure which squad but not a particular person but they are all good sticks) in a favored ride to have some fun with a willing opponent in proximity to his own base...nothing more or less.