Hmm, sounds like a plan; only that I live in the middle of nowhere. (There's one kid from my school in my area, and my highschool has over one thousand kids). The cyberdependancy and social anxiety hit home, though- I feel like a mole blinded by the sunlight.
-Penguin
Been there. It forges a very special character though especially since you handle well in AH's community, I'm sure you will realize how middle of nowhere is quite bigger (and also smaller) than you thought.
The frustrations and near depressions resulting from transformed me into a better person (I think
). Just the fact that you are questioning yourself about it is a very good step forward. Don't compare yourself too much to the others though as this will inevitably force your to think lesser of yourself.
Just stay sharp and think positive. You are still very young and you got lots of time left to figure out things about yourself (and no one ever fully does). Focus on what you do best and find related fields that might need the skills when the time comes.
