Part of the drive to get better, the hook that this game had on me, and many others I've talked to, has been that you get into the action and you want to get better so you get kills, survive, get out the victor. A lot of that was going into the MA with trepidation and the tension of trying to get into and out of a fight in 1 piece. If you remove that, I probably would have got bored with the game. I flew a lot of the HTH rooms when I didn't have a sub at first. Most were set up kind of like the TA. It kind of got old after a while and the MA was better even if it was more deadly to me.
My dying didn't stop me from playing the game. It made me play it more. I wasn't looking for an arcade game. I didn't want airspawns.