All the luck in the world Nash! you can do it man, my mom was really hardcore on that watermelon as well as numerous other stuff back in the day, saw it all while i was a young kid early teens and on. I can tell you one thing i hear all this talk bout AA and admitting you have a problem etc, but in all honestly AA and NA meetings as well and rehab wont do watermelon for you unless you fully 100% just dont want to be on the durgs anymore which is a hard point to get to, from what you posted you sound bout just how hardcore my mom was, she went through 3 rehabs tons of meetings all of that stuff, it was until one night she came home after she told us she went to order a pizza 4 nights earlier and i told her i was completely done with her BS, and i called my dad and moved my sis bro and me to his house, that fineally made her relize just how bad she was and what was goin on, shes been clean for 2 and a half years now, shes going to college for her degree at 40 late start, got a new house,working a good job part time, but i support her fully for doing somethin which after the first 4 years of her watermelon i thought would never happen and was impossible, man oh man have i seen some stuff in my day, anyways you can do it Nash you dont want that watermelon man, g'luck sir.
