Expected, sadly. 
I was in it for 385 sorties.

True, I did not complete my full two months (only about six weeks)... but I had shamed myself related to Top Gun and DrBone.

I snickerred and disparaged their demise in front of The Few. I had to hide in shame, as Bruv said my texts were not necessary and uncalled for, to let time heal the self inflicted wound during yet another moment(s) of weakness.

It was more important to heal said wound then to add two more weeks of P38J flying. I flew it often, but admit I did not complete my full two tours due to a higher priority need needing fullfilment.

Water under the bridge now...

Time to have fun in my Spitfire again.

Admitingly, I am not perfect but try to make the proper and right decisions base on the circumstances.
