Originally posted by AKFokerFoder+
I can't believe how bad I suck at this game. K/D 1.5 this month...
No offense FokerFoder, but I think this sentence right here is why you are no longer enjoying the game....
Personally, I started to become really hung up on wanting to land every single mission, or constantly work on my K/D average, getting almost angry if I didn't land 2 kills, and flying a lot more timid than I did at the beginning when I just had fun.
Then very recently, partially thanks to a squadmate of mine (Thanks Aub!) I was online and a base was under attack. And something "clicked". I decided no more mr competitive... I just wanted to have fun and play the spoiler. So I upped, and upped, and upped some more. I must have died a half dozen ways in 5 minutes, in all silly sorts of manners, like ramming the radio tower on climb out trying to dodge the bullets of a vulture. Eventually the CAP over the field weakened enough and I was able to fully up, and just laughed my butt off as I had like 6 planes chasing my A6M5, and watching as a couple would auger and crash as I'm dodging, dipping, ducking, diving, and dodging. The game became as fun to me as it was at the beginning.
That's not to say I'm not interested in landing a mission. I just stopped caring about the stats, and make myself personal goals that have nothing to do with stat padding. If a base is under attack, my goal is to stop that C47 at any cost. If we're attacking a base, my goal is to do my CAP or JABO and return home safely.
The more you care about winning a "who's d@#k is bigger" contest, the less you care about having fun.
Just my 2 cents. =P