Rox, the dog I have is you've insulted and attacked good friends of mine and respected members of the community who go out of their way to help guys out in this game and in real life on a daily basis. Pretty much every single person you have gone after in this thread has helped me out and been friendly to me since I've known them. I'm also trying to reason with you to help YOU out, believe it or not... But, anyway...
I really don't mean offense by this. I understand that with the limits of text, it might seem like I do, as you don't get the benefit of hearing my voice inflection. Just believe, that honestly, I don't mean to be a jerk by saying this... But...
You are having a meltdown.
Just about everyone in this thread has noticed this. Even many of the people who stick up for you here, are not saying, "No, he isn't having a meltdown," rather, they are saying, "Can you really blame him?"
Having a meltdown isn't the end of the world. Most people have a few in their lives. Many of the posters in this thread have had one here or there as well. The interesting thing is, many of the guys on these forums who once had a meltdown have gone on to become some of the most respected members of this community.
Not everyone who has had a meltdown has reached that point of respect. Some never will. It all depends on the person and how they carry themselves in the future.
I'm not going to hold this thread against you down the road. I'm a big believer in second chances and that people can change. I think you can too.
Whether or not you will is another story, but that's up to you to write.
That being said, I'm not going to argue in this thread any more. It's just not doing any good. You are not being reasonable, so why try and reason with you?
See you in the future,