Here how I have come to be as a player of this game since I started in regards to this:
1. Didn't know that I didn't "get it."
2. Started to realize that I didn't "get it."
3. Pretended to "get it", and attempted to "get it" by performing the actions of those who did "get it".
4. Didn't have fun "getting it".
5. Realized that "getting it" isn't actually getting anything at all other than being killed endlessly by newbs, which is not fun.
6. Decided that "getting it" is doing whatever you want to have fun.
7. Learned personally, that "getting it" is killing as many bad guys as I can without being killed by them.
All it means is you unlearned it Grizz.
I don't suppose you remember the first time we fought cartoon airplanes way back when do you? If you take the time to finish reading this, you'll understand why I do.
You were a 38 dweeb in a squad that was known at the time for nothing but ganging, hording, picking, and excuse making. You were floating above the furball picking, when Zap, Pawz and I wandered in low in the old 38s. Pawz got ya and you came on 200 whining about Pawz HO'ing you and getting ganged etc. Pawz hadn't but it was the usual excuse of someone who was too worried about his score, landing his kills and proving he was a cartoon airplane hero.
I PM'd you and said relax, we're just looking for a good fight. You didn't buy it initially but then you seemed to notice we weren't picking you, weren't HO'ing you and we weren't ganging you. I then suggested we move it north for some co-alt 1 v 1 stuff. You hesitated but then you agreed and we had some good fights, 38G to your 38J. I got you the first time and then we had two in a row where we collided and had a good laugh. I had to leave after that but I believe those fights continued 1 v 1 with Zap and Pawz. You seemed to have relaxed and enjoyed the fights as you figured out we meant what we said in that we were just having fun.
Now for the reason I remember. Right after this your name came up in a discussion in the DFC forum. At that point I was involved with it. Guys, some who wear the same squad tag as you now, were saying you were essentially all of what I posted above. At that point I jumped in and explained that it was not the case in my opinion. After talking to you that night I said that you seemed to want to learn the ACM stuff, that you seemed like a good guy and that you were looking for the fight more then the name in lights. I told them you had a chance to be a really good stick too if I remember right. I'm sure the thread is still there way back in the DFC forum if you'd like to check. I also invited you into SAPP as you were a 38 dweeb at the time. You knew then what the 38 guys were about as it's written very clearly and sticky'd there.
Not too long afterwards you ended up in the Muppets. I remember asking one of them at the time how that happened as you seemed to be on their #$#@ list. Seems like the story at the time was you telling them it was all an act and that you really did get it.
And now as your list describes you are back to where you started. Terribly ironic to me and I must admit I'm a bit disappointed in myself as generally I feel like I can read people better then in this case.
The other irony to me is the D-11 and P39D driver I mentioned previously is a member of your old squad. And there he was, flying and dying on the deck for the fun of the fight. Seems like he gets it.
But you are right. Fly it the way you want to have fun. Your approach belongs to you. Your approach and mine will never be the same clearly. There is no right way. Both do have an impact on the game however.
Sunbat you taking notes? I'll await your commentary.