Congrats TnDep, tell us about it, if you don't mind, we need to hear something good.
Well their home, its a start. Shes sleeping in my daughters bed, and she still don't love me or like me right now. She came home to see if we could build a friendship, and I've got to ask God for alot of patience with her. I want to take her out and the kids to have fun together. Shes just not there, she basically just wants to take care of the kids and us to communicate to try to build that bond/friendship. It may be months before I get to take her out on a date and it may be a year or longer before I get to make love to my wife. She said last night she don't know how long she can do this and I gave her a hug and told her just to give me a chance that I will show her what kind of man I am.
This morning I got up at 430am went to the gym and run came home shower, shave, and get ready for work, folded a load of laundry, swapped one over from washer to dryer, and put a new load in the washer, got both kids up changed rylans diaper put on his clothes, got eliza up put on her clothes, and done her hair, fixed elizas breakfast, asked michelle if I could fix her anything for breakfast, put rylan in his car seat and took him out to the car. Kissed the babies and told them all to have a good day. Sounds like alot but I could do that every morning for the rest of my life to have my family. You don't know what you have until you lose it. I'll try to keep you updated every few weeks.
